confusing feeling

am i ??

that words always in my head for this whole month,
since i started my module 3..
i must forget it now,
'X' is my friend,
i can't like 'x'
try to movin on,
find other guy ..

my heart is cloudy as the sky now ,,
i want find the best that i can get for myself

See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back


(You know there is two sides to every story)

See I don't know why you cryin' like a bitch
Talkin' shit like a snitch
Why you write a song 'bout me
If you really didn't care
You wouldn't wanna share
Tellin' everybody just how you feel

Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back

Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Fuck you,you hoe, fuck you right back.

You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, fuck you right back!.

You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all alone (ha ha ha ha)
I had to turn to your friend
Now you want me to come back
You must be smokin' crack
Im goin' else where and thats a fact

You questioned did I care
Maybe I would have if you woulda gone down there
Now it's over
But I do admit i'm glad I didn't catch your crabs
I can't sweat that cause I got to go

Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
fuck you ,you hoe, fuck you right back.


Fuck what I said it dont mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, fuck you right back!.

(you made me do this)

flea flea fleaa

hmm ,, since last february i was joined all flea market in here. not all, a few laa ~

even the flea is very tiring, but now i know how to find money.

very tired. i felt guilty to my parents when i always spent their money unwisely.

now im in orchard central typing this blog, with empty stomach, coz i havent eat since morning.

i'm freezing coz the air con is right above me, not many people buy and come to here ,

but, i tell my self, just let it flow, it's alright when the time is still like this,

just be patient,

PS: SOMEBODY PLEASE BRING FOOD !!

now i like alex chu, he such a gentlemen ,,

i wish i can meet him ,,

omo omo ,,

if i meet him i will say

" ALEX ! SARANGHAE !! "

miss

suddenly i feel like i wanna meet him,

herghh ,,

stupid feeling.

my flash, only 10 secs ,

shiiittttt,,

3 weeks to go for presentation,

i haven't do for sound&screening also short film,

arghhh !!!!!!

hem ..

it's been a long time for me not do this blogging ,

now im in multimedia class ,,

it's really really really different from graphic ,

and i like it so much ,

supperclub <3<3

today i was goin to supperclub for competition ,,

ohh ,,

tt was fun !!

bfore me, ginny , kit , n syahid go to the buliding ,,

we saw NAFA students ,, our rival last time at heeren ,,

and then when they saw us ,,

only the girl wave at us, ,

the stupid idiot boys acted cool (( although they're not cool at all ))

tsk !

it was fun coz FMDS got 1st n 3rd prize ,

n tay got free itouch ~~

i also wanntt !